Yes I have the tendency to be insensitive, and I can also be SUPER sensitive. But I'm a work-in-progress and I do try my hardest to hold my tongue. I have the gift of stretching my patience way far than my usual length. Today was just IT. I couldn't hold back nor burry the issue that I have been faced with so many times. Maybe now that I have my own mind, and I make my own decisions, and have gone through life realizing that everything that I go through is not all sugar and spice and everything nice just like all the chick flicks I love watching. Maybe I'm the one that is more conscious about reality like bills to be paid, work to be done and the list goes on.
I don't know how in the world other people live as if they could just do what they want to and not care nor think about consequences that would happen even before they do whatever they want to, just because they want to! Meanwhile, other people are in denial that they suck at multi-tasking. Still they try their hardest but they really can't juggle. The sad part about this is, all they do is again: what they want to. This time forgetting to narrow down their priority. Wherein, they pass the priority to someone who's not even supposed to be responsible for it. Maybe in the years to come, that's when I can play the part. NOT NOW.
Obviously, I'm just ranting. I can't really say specific points because I wouldn't want to be known as a blogger that would air her dirty laundry. But so much for the drama that can eat me on a Sunday night! Monday is just around the corner and my countdown for Boracay is getting exciting! I'm way excited since this is the first time I'm breaking my usual tradition of spending my birthday in Montemar.
5 more days to go! :)
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