Choosing Happiness

2009 was a happening year. I guess I've learned the art of just sucking everything in- good or bad, believe it or not I've been grateful for everything that has come may way. I guess maturity is kicking in. Better late then never right? 'Tis the year to choose to be happy for me. I turn 30 in a couple of days and in all honesty, I'm quite excited. I know I should take a chill pill, so sue me for being way to positive or optimistic. I'm done with feeling the whole I'm-so-sad-and-depressed-birthday-feeling. I've left that with 2009, although I had an awesome celebration in Boracay with 3 closest women I have in my life :) That was the most depressing birthday I ever had though.

Things are starting to unfold...the start of 2010 has been pretty awesome. A little bit bitter-sweet, but I can't complain at all. I truly believe God will never lead nor give me situations that I can't handle. It's now 2010, and things are still unfolding for me. The latest would be my past meeting my now- who would have thought, looking back while concentrating on looking at the now would be such an exciting journey. The best is yet to come I guess, and this maybe just be the formula for me to truly look beyond and finally continue on with living my life, and maybe not forgetting where my now has brought me.

In a couple of days, I mark my 30th year. Big deal right? Age is nothing but a number. But I guess for me, reaching that specific age is some what monumental (I'm so optimistic- I'm not even there yet). Since last year was such a negative roller-coaster ride for me, I know there is no way but up for me since I was down last year. Bring it on LIFE- I'm ready to embrace what ever God and the universe will be giving me this 30th monumental year :)